I'm mentally ill..

Yes.

I'm mentally ill. These past few days really worked on my trust and mental. There's a few people who I feel like slashing their chest and take out their liver and feet the stray dogs to eat it.

Die..die..die..die..

You bitch probably smiling now, but you're dead in my heavenness mind!

Kill..kill..die..die..

(p/s : I'm a good daughter, good sister, good student, good friend and good person. This disease just strike for 30secs..)

See..I'm fully recovered now. :p

Family conversation..

00.10am

Well, it's pretty much late. But our family always sleep late. Mom checking her students books and Dad with his work. My Brother? Well yeah. He's busy playing games online. Tried once but I swear, I don't how to log in to join the games! (never interested in playing online games tho..so..). When everyone's tired sitting facing books or PC, Mom sometimes made some late night supper (or I prefer to call it snacks). And here it goes with me as the discussion topic. Well, it goes pretty much like this :

Mom : You don't want to do your master meh? (to me)

Me : I want to. But where? At Curtin meh? Can I go overseas? (sparkling eyes)

Bro : Ceyy! Even me doing my master here. No need to go to oversea la.

Me : Eeee! Jeles meh?

Dad : Why not kan? At least we can go visit every breaks. Australia?

Me : Curtin again? I don't want! London ok ka? I want London School of PR. 

Mom : London so expensive la sayang. The currency is bigger than Malaysia you know.

Me : I can work there. Part time bha. Aunty Angel was working while her there.

Dad : If you working, you'll don't hv time to study. And you will fail. I'm not wasting money.

Me : How about NZ? It's cheaper right? (hesitating bcos idk the currency)

Dad, Mom and Bro : *pretend they don't hear anything*

Dad back to his office, Mom continue 'doodling' her student's work and Bro keep eating crackers biscuits.


End of late night discussion. -.-

And idk if I will continue my master or not. I'm still considering too. There's alot to think about.

B2ST/Beast 'FICTION' MV

They are predicted to make a big impact in Korea music industry this time. 

Lets support and give them much love! 

So BEAST!!

Source : Cube Entertainment and beastofficial's channel on YouTube

Betrayal and meeting new friends!

Time passes, but it seems not fast enough. I try hard to be strong but I'm not that tough. I wanna cry, but I don't think it's all worth my tears. We supposed not to cry about people who had left our life right? I wish I can find that courage and face the world and telling all those liars and traitors that "I'm okay without you!". I do. I really wanna do it.  But I just couldn't. I'm not that strong yet. To confirm all of them is gone is something unbelievable. For they had always there with me thru my worsts. I will. One day. I will declare the victory. Not now, but one day.

Enough with the emo talk! Why bother remembering something that hurting you. It's not like the world has ends. Duh! Well, it may took me quite some time to post about these fellow new friends I knew from Twitter, but believe me, they are worth to be mention here! :)

When I started joining Twitter last year, I never thought I would meet these amazing people! I wish I can meet them for real and well, we're like thousands miles away from each other. I really wanna meet them one day! And spend some quality time together. Gossiping and babbling - randomness everywhere! :) I'll be posting about them in the new post. Need to ask for their pix so you can know who's my sweeties! :))

Until next post, ciao! :)

Big Slut! (Part 1)

I'm not Miss Popular, so get out of my way!

I'm getting tired of some sluts who doesn't know how to shut their fuckin' mouth! You guys talk big, but it's all ZERO! Why me? target someone else lah. Huh!

I'm so NOT Miss Popular! There's no reason for you to hate me, because I'm not pinky-girly girl who adore cheeky sweetness or something. I'm way much more "badder" than those kinda girl. I may a big fan of Kpop, but to the hell, I'm not one of those "weak-type-and-need-protection" kinda girl. I'm way much more stronger than people can imagine. But I guess, that's the way "bitches" thinking. Because this "bitches" type of girl always talking before thinking. Well, I should congratulate myself for finally, I enter the "dog eat dog world", and hell yeah, I'm so much stronger than those "bitches" think.

Come to think of it, I'm not that prominent in college. And I'm not that popular among my faculty's students, except, our class is the best achiever in the faculty. Because, we are the BEAUTY with the BRAIN, and we talk no rubbish like they do! So, that's why they hated me. Because I'm much more, I can say, "friendlier" than anyone expect. Yeah, thanks to my brother! I can hangout with university's football's team. Which I can say "hotties" team. :D

They should have known better. I have a boyfriend already! It's a long-distance relationship, but hell no! I'm not going to cheat the man of my life! I'm not that cheap, to begin with. To my greatest shock, they said I'm flirting with one of the football's team member. Hell no! My brother would kill any of his friends if they try to hit on me! They should have known better who my brother is!

Well, I guess, in this world, we cannot please everybody. I have superb parents, the coolest and hottest brother, amazing real-life friends, sweet and adorable Twitter friends and guess what? I don't need to please those"bitches"! Just because you can't hit on my brother, doesn't mean you guys can hate his family too. Lucky you guys that I'm not telling my brother over this. Only God knows what he'll do if he finds out. And by the way, "bitches" like you, my brother would never bother to look..not even a glance!

What's funnier is they have 4 members in a group. It's kinda like "flower girl" wannabe! LOL! So pathetic of you guys! You're not even that pretty and you know what, there's no guy I know would ever hit on them! hahah! You guys have big boobs and proud of it. But you guys know what, big boobs is SO 2010! LOL.

I may sound like talk-big but, you bitches are no prettier than me. And you're not even qualified to be on my league! LOL :D

To be continued..

[PIC] Song Joong Ki on Sungkyunkwan Scandal BTS

Joongki refering to the script.

Truly a YeoRim don't you think?^^

The red outfit suits him the best!^^

He looks handsome and cute right? Me love!^^

Credit : Whoever owns this picture!^^

B2ST's Doojoon & Dongwoon : When The Door Close

English Translations :

Before saying your last farewell to me
Please stop for just a moment, and look at me while smiling
Stay for just a bit, you who had given me light to me
Even if it's the end, I don't want to show you my tears so

You~
(While putting on a smile for you)
I say thank you, for making these happy memories
(Shining with an awkward smile)
I'm sending you away like this but

When this door closes
When the image of you disappears
I'll probably spend the day in tears
Because of the memories with you, I'm left alone
I wish that you'll be happier

When I let go of this hand now
I'll no longer have any reason to smile but
When I see you smiling
In another's embrace, I'll try to smile

At the end of your long relationship with him
Please know that it'll be me standing there, waiting
Even if you ever get flashes of memories with him
I'll try to promise that I'll make you smile even more than those times but

You~
If you show me your tears
And say that it's difficult, because there is only farewell by that person's side
While I hold onto your hand, with a blank expression
I'm holding onto you like this but

When this door closes
When the image of you disappears
I'll probably spend the day in tears
Because of the memories with you, I'm left alone
I wish that you'll be happier

When I let go of this hand now
I'll no longer have any reason to smile but
When I see you smiling
In another's embrace, I'll try to smile
 
My heart has become weak
Before I can be with you again
So that you
Won't see me while my tears come out
Please don't look back and just go

When this door closes
When the image of you disappears
I'll probably spend the day in tears
Because of the memories with you, I'm left alone
I wish that you'll be happier
 
When I let go of this hand now
I'll no longer have any reason to smile but
When I see you smiling
In another's embrace, I'll try to smile

When this door closes