I'm mentally ill..

Yes.

I'm mentally ill. These past few days really worked on my trust and mental. There's a few people who I feel like slashing their chest and take out their liver and feet the stray dogs to eat it.

Die..die..die..die..

You bitch probably smiling now, but you're dead in my heavenness mind!

Kill..kill..die..die..

(p/s : I'm a good daughter, good sister, good student, good friend and good person. This disease just strike for 30secs..)

See..I'm fully recovered now. :p

Family conversation..

00.10am

Well, it's pretty much late. But our family always sleep late. Mom checking her students books and Dad with his work. My Brother? Well yeah. He's busy playing games online. Tried once but I swear, I don't how to log in to join the games! (never interested in playing online games tho..so..). When everyone's tired sitting facing books or PC, Mom sometimes made some late night supper (or I prefer to call it snacks). And here it goes with me as the discussion topic. Well, it goes pretty much like this :

Mom : You don't want to do your master meh? (to me)

Me : I want to. But where? At Curtin meh? Can I go overseas? (sparkling eyes)

Bro : Ceyy! Even me doing my master here. No need to go to oversea la.

Me : Eeee! Jeles meh?

Dad : Why not kan? At least we can go visit every breaks. Australia?

Me : Curtin again? I don't want! London ok ka? I want London School of PR. 

Mom : London so expensive la sayang. The currency is bigger than Malaysia you know.

Me : I can work there. Part time bha. Aunty Angel was working while her there.

Dad : If you working, you'll don't hv time to study. And you will fail. I'm not wasting money.

Me : How about NZ? It's cheaper right? (hesitating bcos idk the currency)

Dad, Mom and Bro : *pretend they don't hear anything*

Dad back to his office, Mom continue 'doodling' her student's work and Bro keep eating crackers biscuits.


End of late night discussion. -.-

And idk if I will continue my master or not. I'm still considering too. There's alot to think about.

Big Slut! (Part 1)

I'm not Miss Popular, so get out of my way!

I'm getting tired of some sluts who doesn't know how to shut their fuckin' mouth! You guys talk big, but it's all ZERO! Why me? target someone else lah. Huh!

I'm so NOT Miss Popular! There's no reason for you to hate me, because I'm not pinky-girly girl who adore cheeky sweetness or something. I'm way much more "badder" than those kinda girl. I may a big fan of Kpop, but to the hell, I'm not one of those "weak-type-and-need-protection" kinda girl. I'm way much more stronger than people can imagine. But I guess, that's the way "bitches" thinking. Because this "bitches" type of girl always talking before thinking. Well, I should congratulate myself for finally, I enter the "dog eat dog world", and hell yeah, I'm so much stronger than those "bitches" think.

Come to think of it, I'm not that prominent in college. And I'm not that popular among my faculty's students, except, our class is the best achiever in the faculty. Because, we are the BEAUTY with the BRAIN, and we talk no rubbish like they do! So, that's why they hated me. Because I'm much more, I can say, "friendlier" than anyone expect. Yeah, thanks to my brother! I can hangout with university's football's team. Which I can say "hotties" team. :D

They should have known better. I have a boyfriend already! It's a long-distance relationship, but hell no! I'm not going to cheat the man of my life! I'm not that cheap, to begin with. To my greatest shock, they said I'm flirting with one of the football's team member. Hell no! My brother would kill any of his friends if they try to hit on me! They should have known better who my brother is!

Well, I guess, in this world, we cannot please everybody. I have superb parents, the coolest and hottest brother, amazing real-life friends, sweet and adorable Twitter friends and guess what? I don't need to please those"bitches"! Just because you can't hit on my brother, doesn't mean you guys can hate his family too. Lucky you guys that I'm not telling my brother over this. Only God knows what he'll do if he finds out. And by the way, "bitches" like you, my brother would never bother to look..not even a glance!

What's funnier is they have 4 members in a group. It's kinda like "flower girl" wannabe! LOL! So pathetic of you guys! You're not even that pretty and you know what, there's no guy I know would ever hit on them! hahah! You guys have big boobs and proud of it. But you guys know what, big boobs is SO 2010! LOL.

I may sound like talk-big but, you bitches are no prettier than me. And you're not even qualified to be on my league! LOL :D

To be continued..

I can't live without these things!!

I'm quiet a neat-freak girl. My room always has to be clean and dust-free, do not take my things without my permisssion and most importantly, I'm the ruler of my bedroom. Don't mess it, or you'll be forbidden to enter my room! :D See, I'm quiet a freak when it comes to my belongings. I'm not stingy, as long as you ask me first before you use any of my things..haha..my friends knows me too well, because I learnt all that from them! hahah! We're not stingy! At least you ask us first before taking anythings. It's simple though. You just ASK. Of course I will let you use it. :D

 

Must-have kits!^^

 

Know what I love the most? My DKNY Red Delicious!^^ I love DKNY's perfumes lines. Fresh and young! I bought mine last month. Believe me, I can use it up to 10 months..^^ Besides, when it's my birthday, people always gave me perfumes as my birthday present. I love perfumes, but I have 3 perfumes that still on the box!^^ So, I hope they give me something different next year!^^ And I always wanted an Apple MacBook Pro. hahah!

 

My DKNY Red Delicious

Next thing that I never failed to have is My Fruit Of The Earth Body Lotion.^^ The fragranceless lotion is so COOL! I love the way it smoothing my skins. You guys should try it! Vitamin E is good for your skin!^^My cousins introduced me to the product. I tried the sample and used it before I sleep. And my skins feels incredibly smooth. No lie!^^

Fruit Of The Earth Lotion

For my hair, I'm an Loreal Elseve freaks! From shampoo to conditioner, mask to hair serum, it's all Elseve Loreal. Since I decided to keep my hair for the next few year, Loreal Elseve is the best! Know what they said on TV? Guna jari pun boleh! hahah!

 

Loreal Elseve Hair Serum

 

Deodorant is a must!!! I use Nivea when I'm outside for a long time and Adidas Pro Clear Women when I do sports. Gosh! They really made me comfy! No sweating y'all! And it didn't leave any trace on your attire.

 

Nivea Angle Star & Adidad Pro Clear Women deodorant

Next, my face products. I use Hado Labo (Cleanser, toner and moisturiser) from Japan. I only applied basic things. Doing too much on your face will ruin your skin. If you live under air-conditioner for a long time, this products suits you. It prevent your skin from dry.^^

Hado Labo skiin moisturiser.

Well, that's a basic thing which I can't live without. I don't even know why I chose to share it with you guys here..hahah!^^ Anyway, good day! Choose your best product!