I'm mentally ill..

Yes.

I'm mentally ill. These past few days really worked on my trust and mental. There's a few people who I feel like slashing their chest and take out their liver and feet the stray dogs to eat it.

Die..die..die..die..

You bitch probably smiling now, but you're dead in my heavenness mind!

Kill..kill..die..die..

(p/s : I'm a good daughter, good sister, good student, good friend and good person. This disease just strike for 30secs..)

See..I'm fully recovered now. :p

Family conversation..

00.10am

Well, it's pretty much late. But our family always sleep late. Mom checking her students books and Dad with his work. My Brother? Well yeah. He's busy playing games online. Tried once but I swear, I don't how to log in to join the games! (never interested in playing online games tho..so..). When everyone's tired sitting facing books or PC, Mom sometimes made some late night supper (or I prefer to call it snacks). And here it goes with me as the discussion topic. Well, it goes pretty much like this :

Mom : You don't want to do your master meh? (to me)

Me : I want to. But where? At Curtin meh? Can I go overseas? (sparkling eyes)

Bro : Ceyy! Even me doing my master here. No need to go to oversea la.

Me : Eeee! Jeles meh?

Dad : Why not kan? At least we can go visit every breaks. Australia?

Me : Curtin again? I don't want! London ok ka? I want London School of PR. 

Mom : London so expensive la sayang. The currency is bigger than Malaysia you know.

Me : I can work there. Part time bha. Aunty Angel was working while her there.

Dad : If you working, you'll don't hv time to study. And you will fail. I'm not wasting money.

Me : How about NZ? It's cheaper right? (hesitating bcos idk the currency)

Dad, Mom and Bro : *pretend they don't hear anything*

Dad back to his office, Mom continue 'doodling' her student's work and Bro keep eating crackers biscuits.


End of late night discussion. -.-

And idk if I will continue my master or not. I'm still considering too. There's alot to think about.

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Betrayal and meeting new friends!

Time passes, but it seems not fast enough. I try hard to be strong but I'm not that tough. I wanna cry, but I don't think it's all worth my tears. We supposed not to cry about people who had left our life right? I wish I can find that courage and face the world and telling all those liars and traitors that "I'm okay without you!". I do. I really wanna do it.  But I just couldn't. I'm not that strong yet. To confirm all of them is gone is something unbelievable. For they had always there with me thru my worsts. I will. One day. I will declare the victory. Not now, but one day.

Enough with the emo talk! Why bother remembering something that hurting you. It's not like the world has ends. Duh! Well, it may took me quite some time to post about these fellow new friends I knew from Twitter, but believe me, they are worth to be mention here! :)

When I started joining Twitter last year, I never thought I would meet these amazing people! I wish I can meet them for real and well, we're like thousands miles away from each other. I really wanna meet them one day! And spend some quality time together. Gossiping and babbling - randomness everywhere! :) I'll be posting about them in the new post. Need to ask for their pix so you can know who's my sweeties! :))

Until next post, ciao! :)